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21:49 Jun 26 2013
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Yeah. I haven't been here in awhile. My life is sucking on many levels right now.
From the journal of savaged...03:15 Jun 20 2013
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"Got moist again Fingers travelled U missed it..."
I read many journals here, and some - I know to stay away from - lol. Not from fear of confrontation, but rather, to keep my brain from being assaulted with stupidity. I could argue and put a fool in his/her place easily, but I'm generally too lazy to bother making a comment in their journals.
With that said, I'll sometimes write about their dumbshit in my own journal.
Regarding the above quote:
It's sad when some people go to crude extremes to garner attention. I could suggest to this poor woman that she starts wearing Depends to capture that mositure.
03:07 Jun 20 2013
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I need to start creating some art, and try to sell it...At least go through some old stuff and try to sell on Etsy? Hmmm.
Work? No work...work? 03:04 Jun 20 2013
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Even though I still have about a month's worth of time left on my contract, the summer session is slow, so no work. For now, I'll get some paltry payments, in the form of unemployment...until the next contract for the fall semester.
Funny how the boss wants me to come in tomorrow though...oookay. The wierd thing is that I'm still sickly, but I think that I can get by. I'm still coughing off and on, and I'm always so weak/fatigued. We'll see how tomorrow goes though...
Right now, I feel like shit. I'm getting use to it, but it sucks. Last night was the first night in over a month where I slept soundly...no coughing, no muscle pain, no breathing problems, no sweating...I was in heaven!
I don't think I'll be so lucky tonight though...lol.
Welcome to the Bay Area! 03:57 Jun 18 2013
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The clip was edited, so there are no gratuitous genatalia shots...anyway, we are known for having a large proportion of nutjobs. And yes, you have to turn your head sideways - lol:
What a crappy day...03:38 Jun 12 2013
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I've been coughing like an 80-year-old smoker...I don't smoke.
Mom had a panic attack and insisted on dialing 911 to go to the hospital. She was fine, physically. Totally sucked the wind out of the rest of us though.
Computer is squeaking along...poorly. It took over 2 hours to do something that would normally take 10 minutes.
Good grief.
The Haight Street Fair...00:50 Jun 10 2013
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...is today. I hate that I haven't been able to attend it in ages. I miss the yummy foods, cool bands, awesome crafts, and hangin' out at the bars. :(
Some 'family' you can get rid of, you know...23:20 Jun 09 2013
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You know how you can inherit your significant other's relatives...whether you want them or not?
With Father's Day coming soon, I thought of my dad, and how lucky I was that I didn't grow up with him in my life. (He was very educated, but also abusive to my mom). No family is perfect, but considering what I escaped via my ex's family, my family is pretty good overall!
Examples:
* Ex's mom was a klepto. Everyime she visited us, we'd find stuff missing later. She was also addicted to painkillers, and I had a suspicion that she also suffered from Munchausens, as her granddaughter was always sick after visiting her. (The ex's oldest sister finally listened to me on that)...
* Father was a mean-assed racist drunk. Nevermind that he was a Mexican - he always had foul-mouth racist rants about Asians and black people. When he'd go into one of his tirades, I use to just say 'Really, Frank? You wanna' go there?' He'd apologize...until it was time for him to act up again.
* Oldest brother was/is a con-artist. The IRS finally caught up to him - he owed the gov't thousands of dollars from his made-up tax returns.
* The next brother was in prison during most of the time I was with the ex. I met him on a few occasions when he was out...scary dude, especially with those cold ice-blue eyes of his.
* Youngest brother was okay, until he turned into a junkie (coke and meth is not your friend)
* Youngest sister...strange. Very self-centered. She didn't seem too upset after her husband commited suicide while they were on a cruise. I know that people react differently to tragedy, but joking around at the funeral? Wow...
The only family member that I liked was the oldest sister...she was 'normal'. And, by being the normal one, all of the other ones - including the parents - ran to her to get them out of trouble. Poor woman. It would be nice if she could have escaped her family as I did.
Update.03:24 Jun 03 2013
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So - my mom and sis Yolanda are still in Texas, visiting family. They went earlier in the week for my uncle's funeral - he lived and died in Philadelphia, but was sent home to be buried next to his wife. He was 87 years old - could have possibly lived longer if he didn't smoke...died of lung cancer. (He was a pretty well-off old coot too, as he had a string of laundrymats and dry cleaners in L.A. so I'm sure that his daughter will be rolling in dough)...
I'm glad that my mom is spending time with her sister...out of four sibblings, they are what's left (the two older brothers are gone). It's hot as hell there though...it's hot here too, but no where as horrible as Texas...lol
And yes - I'm still sick. I have some more meds, yet I'm inclined to think that maybe I do have some type of pneumonia, as I can't eat - no desire to. I have to force myself. I recall that same eating pattern when I had really bad pneumonia as a child...no matter what favorites my mom and grandma prepared, I wouldn't eat. Ended up in the hospital for over 2 weeks.
And speaking of eating - my diet is healthy overall, yet I was told on Friday that I do indeed have diabetes...but it's not too late to lower that 7 (It was 6.4 borderline 6 months ago). I guarantee that the next time I have my blood sugar checked, it will be back below 6.4. Watch and see! In any case, I'm not at the point where I need to take pills or insulin shots.
Priest of the Month.03:08 Jun 03 2013
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June 2013
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COMMENTS
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BLOODLIFE
21:59 Jun 26 2013
Chin up sweetie ;-)
LORDMOGY
22:23 Jun 26 2013
Life's a roller coaster so I hope that it starts in the upward direction for you soon.
xxEmaeraldxx
22:24 Jun 26 2013
Give it lemons back!
RedQueen
00:07 Jun 27 2013
Seems to be a common theme in our journals right now, ain't it...
Vampirewitch39
01:04 Jun 27 2013
*hugs*
Stay strong.
NLW
03:18 Jun 27 2013
I hope things get better soon. In fact, right ...now!
PhoenicianDream
10:52 Jun 27 2013
So sorry to hear that. :( I hope things improve soon sugar.
captainglobehead
13:28 Jun 27 2013
*Hugs* Stay strong; never lose hope.